well... 2 months now since I've blogged. I know, I'm naughty.
wedding planning is beginning to get stressful, my big to do's are address and assemble invitations, which I want sent out the week before we head up north. i really need to start thinking about programs, which yes, i have thought about them, I just need a design and what exactly i'm supposed to put in them. i need to make little cards with information for guests that i forgot to put on the invitations.... whoopsie.
girls dresses are in, we are just waiting for the last flower girl dress to come in. i'll wait to pick them up, i think.... i'm not really sure what i'm going to do with them. i know that it costs way too much to have them altered at the place we bought them, so i'm going to do some checking with family friends.
i need to: finalize cake flavors. lose weight. finalize rehersal dinner stuff. set up our first meeting with our pastor. and get gifts bought for the rest of the bridal party, oh and i need to buy the girls' shoes.
i also need to finalize shower plans etc.
i'm quite proud that i've only been labeled a "bridezilla" once, and thats because i was totally stressed out from the fact that i felt like i was going to be planning everything. thank god for my wonderful bridesmaids and maid of honor, and attendants for stepping up to the plate... i'm so thankful for each and everyone of you :)
we finally (hopefully) will find out what is going on with Tom this month... that has been my biggest stressor out of everything, its always in the back of my mind, and its killing me. i cant wait to see what the outcome is, yet i can.... its going to be really hard not having him at the wedding. we miss him terribly. :(
we have been doing a lot of arguing lately and its killing me because its not like us to argue. mostly were sure its because of stress from everything. were ok now, i think we needed a vacation and we took care of that this past weekend. we went up to Leech Lake MN, to his families cabin. we had a BLAST and it was totally relaxing, we didnt have a care in the world.
last but not least.... we've given up on "trying" as of now... hopefully the good Lord will bless us within the next year or so with a mini us. its the last thing that we need to stress about. now that i know that we are clear on the medical end, (with the results of one more test) i will be a lot more at ease. i cant wait to have our first child, but i guess now is not the time, and thats ok with me. . . . wow, thats really hard to say. Ok, whew.
so anyway. i cant wait for this month to fly by because then we will only be 2, YES 2, months away from our big day. we went and applied for our marriage license today, that made it a little more real. it was wierd writing allison jenae ebersole. it still is. and probably will be for awhile.
ok now that this is a book.... haha. i guess i'll stop, and I WILL be on later this week to give updates on life.
i've got to get better about this, it makes me feel a lot better.
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